I feel like shit.

I just had to share that with my diary.

I was sick earlier this year, nothing special, just a horrible cold. It passed.
Then my dear mom got a cough that would not give up... then sis got sick too. I was still happily healthy at this point. Then along came Catta, who had a horrible cough also, but she had been sick for a while, so that would not spread to other (or however you say it in english). ^^
Then we met other friends who were sick.
And it went on & on & on...
The never eeending stoooooryyyy... *Singing* Oh, horrible, I can't sing. *Coughs a lung out*

Then "finally", all hell broke loose a week ago - I now got the same cough that mom got, or Catta? Who knows!
It's disgusting. You cough all the time, often untill you puke. Yeah. Nice.
My best friends at the moment are painkillers & anti-inflammatory pills. That fever! God.

I hate being sick.



Aaand then it was time for some sunshine here in my diary. I will probably change it 10 more times though.

Sunnier, lighter.

Life at the moment

Is pretty good!
I changed "looking-for-a-job"-office to this town now, so I don't have to go back & forth between towns. It's a pain in the *ss & it costs money. Plus, this awesome town does not have an activity where grown-up's have to sit all day long on their asses "searching for jobs". Thank you! That kind of activity is god damn pointless! As if we don't have better things to do.
Anywho, I will meet my new contact person soon, so that we can talk about my future. :)

I've been thinking a lot about what I want to do... A lot. When I wake up, when I go to bed.
My dream is to do what I'm good at, what I can imagine doing the rest of my life - create stuff!
That category includes a lot of things though. ;D
Draw & paint, design & make clothes, design & make home decorations, fix old furniture & even make my own, make jewelry.
But most of all - become a tattoo artist. Well, all of the above would be so much fun, but being a tattoo artist is probably the easiest way to make a living.

In the wait of money to buy fabric, drawing materials, paint etc, I've started to draw again. It's so easy to draw when you have something to draw, obviously, but I can't seem to get the images in my head down on paper... so I always give up after a while. I'll try to continue this time...

The fabric I'm buying is for clothes! Mhm, I don't like what I see in the stores & have to make my own now! :D Not everything looks bad though, but I mostly buy clothes because I have to, not because I like it.



Me & Sister are once again planning on losing weight, well, that was the plan all along, but you know... candy tastes awesome! My "fall back" periods are getting shorter & shorter though, so I hope I will stop craving sugar completely in the end.
My darling Catta invited me to go to Cypress in Greece this summer, so I have a goal now, well - a new goal!

Tonight's sketches.

Pinterest taught me how to make huge, pretty eyes!

Sunset back in march (only a month too late).

Btw, today we had beautiful warm weather - 20 C! 

Spending time outside in a tanktop & bare legs - in April. <3

And this is my little woodland. :)